Doina was composed in April of 2008, while Robert Tanenhaus was being treated for multiple myeloma at Brigham and Women’s Hospital. Although I did not know Robert personally, I had driven him to the hospital from Logan Airport a few days earlier, and I felt that the dedication seemed appropriate. Fortunately, I was able to record myself playing this piece on the flute the afternoon that I wrote it, so that Robert could enjoy it before he passed away on April 20.
The doina itself is a Romanian song style, common in klezmer music. It is a melancholic style, with a slow melody played in free rhythm. I did not specifically set out to write a doina, but after I finished, I realized that my piece fit the style quite well. When I first sketched out Doina, I only had a bare melody -- expressive, but bare. Then when I started to learn it on the flute, I discovered that the melody naturally lent itself to many embellishments -- grace notes, pitch bends, and percussive gestures -- that I did not initially notate. I also realized that, while these embellishments were idiomatic to the flute, that the overarching melody of Doina would work very well on a number of melodic instruments, but that different instruments would be suited for different sorts of embellishment. I decided, then, to first make an "all-purpose" edition of Doina, suitable for performance on any melodic instrument. I wrote out an introductory cadenza, indicative of some of the gestures I might want performers to use, which led into the bare melody, written with very spare expressive markings. The performer is given leeway to interpret dynamics freely, and to embellish the melody at will, even going so far as to improvise brief passages between phrases. Having written this basic version of Doina, I now wish to write seprate versions for specific instruments, such as flute, violin, or cello, with particular notated embellishments idiomatic to the individual instrument. Additionally, I am considering writing an optional accompaniment part for accordion, with sustained chords outlining the harmonic motion of the melody. Right now, however, I have other more urgent projects to work on.
The Three Situational Sketches were exercises in broadening my compositional horizons, so to speak. Usually, when I work on composing, I seek out a specific location: my desk, a piano in a practice room, a secluded corner of a park. In these sketches, however, I tried to reverse the process, looking for opportunities to compose wherever I found myself, whatever the situation. This shook up my compositional routine in many ways: it forced me to compose without preparation, to write away from any musical instrument or other form of auditory feedback, and, in these cases, to form complete musical ideas in a short period of time. These have proven to be very valuable skills, even when I follow my usual routine.
Perhaps appropriately, I did not initially set out to shake up my modus operandi when I embarked on this project. John McDonald suggested that I write a short duet for an upcoming concert, and proposed the bassoon as one of the two instruments. I chose horn as the second instrument, thinking that it would be a good match for the bassoon both registrally and timbrally. However, I had no idea what I would write for these instruments until about a week later, when I found myself in the situation that led to "Concertstuck." No, that's not a misspelling of "Konzertstück," German for "concert piece," but an English coinage: concertstuck, stuck at a concert. I was at a concert, sitting through a piece I did not enjoy. It was a mediocre performance of one of those baroque pieces that gets overplayed on classical music radio: Water Music, the Brandenburg concerti, the Four Seasons...it could have been any one of those. I didn't want to leave, as there was an exciting contemporary piece coming up later, but fortunately I had brought staff paper and pencils with me. By the time the program turned to music I was interested in, I had written a little over a minute of music, and found myself at a suitable ending point. The music was noticeably different from other things I had recently writte: it was less obviously melodic and more spacious, with a few moments of hocket between the horn and bassoon. I decided that my impromptu composition was a good start, and kept my eye out for other chances to repeat the experiment.
A few days later, I got my next opportunity, resulting in the second and third movements, "There and Back Again: One Line, Two Line, Red Line, Orange Line." As you might guess from the painful titular allusions, these movements were composed during a round trip on the T, greater Boston's subway system. I wrote the bulk of "There" travelling from Davis Square to the New England Medical Center via Downtown Crossing, finishing the last few bars in a waiting room at the NEMC; "Back Again" was written on the ride back to Davis. When I first entered the Davis Square station, I immediately noticed two sounds: the 60 Hz hum of the fluorescent lighting, and a saxophonist playing on the platform. These both find their way into the beginning of "There," but get swept away by the coming train. The train pulls out and picks up speed, and as we arrive at our destination, it sems like the same saxophonist has managed to meet us there. "Back Again" is very much about returning; it consists of brief canonic episodes alternating between a half-assed
The Three Situational Sketches are not earth-shattering or profound. But they are neat little pieces, and writing them was a very fruitful exercise. It helped me to rely on my mind, rather than my tools, which is always an important skill to have. Today, I often try to take time to compose in unusual spaces, and works like Loopholes and Doina can trace their lineage, at least in part, to the Sketches.
The triple point of a substance is the combination of temperature and pressure at which the solid, liquid, and gas phases of that substance can all exist in equilibrium. For example, at a temperature of approximately 0.0098 °C and a vapor pressure of approximately 0.00604 atmospheres, H2O can freely pass between liquid water, ice, and water vapor; this temperature and pressure is thus the triple point of water. Similarly, I feel that Triple Point has three overarching "phases" -- vaporous and insubstantial, evenly fluid, and frozen and crystalline -- through which the flute navigates.
Triple Point opens with an unmetered section, filled with breath-length phrases and periodic silences, recalling the mood of Six Hours in the Isolation Booth, as seen through an abstracted, Cubistic lens. The broad strokes of Six Hours become jagged lines and planes, interrupted by sudden flourishes. The phase of the music is predominantly gas in this section, though there are moments when it coalesces into drops of liquid, or solid blocks. This section is succeeded by a brief metrical interlude, almost purely liquid in phase. At the end of this interlude, the temperature cools down slightly and the music momentarily freezes, before returning to a gaseous state. This second unmetered section is similar to the opening section, although the phase more frequently shifts between gas and liquid. The temperature and pressure both increase, and the music threatens to burst out of its confines. Instead, it turns to a coda which, quite frankly, took me by surprise when I wrote it. The coda is solid all the way through, proceeding at a slow and deliberate tempo in 3/4 time. While the melody in the preceding sections was freely composed, shifting in tonality but tending to hint at D major, the coda begins with four complete cycles of a 12-tone row, presented without transposition or any other other serial operations. Midway through a fifth cycle, the flute gets stuck on a three-note segment of the row, and after a few repetitions of this segment, ascends into the stratosphere. The flute continues to obsess over these few notes, elaborating on them over several repetitions. The strict metrical boundaries begin to break down, and the elaborations of the three-note cell become increasingly unstable. The register abruptly collapses, from the top of the flute's third octave to the bottom of the first octave, and as the melody comes to rest on D natural, the sound of the flute itself sublimates, with the standard flute tone giving way to a shower of whistle-tone harmonics.
Triple Point was written in December of 2005, and is dedicated to my father, Jon Curtis, in celebration of both his 58th birthday, and his engagement to Sandy Adams.
You may have noticed that I play a number of very different instruments. Today, my main instruments are trombone, flute, piano, and clarinet, in rough order of proficiency, and in days past I have played several other instruments, including trumpet, tuba, and tenor recorder. I have been playing the tenor trombone since 6th grade, and the bass trombone since 9th grade, but not long after that, I decided I wanted to learn another instrument on the side. My father had played the flute for a few years in middle school, and he still had his instrument, unplayed but still in good shape after 35 years, so I decided to give it a shot. The basic rudiments of flute-playing came fairly easy to me, and by my senior year of high school I felt I was reaching the limits of my flute proficiency without taking lessons -- which I was determined not do to for any instrument except trombone -- so I branched out even further and started in on clarinet as well. My bass trombone, flute, and clarinet all accompanied when I left for college in 1997, and the great musical triumph of my first semester came when I covered four and a half books (trombone 1 and 2, horn, woodwind 2, and the bits of woodwind 1 that the other flutist couldn't transpose) on three different instruments as part of a 7-person pit "orchestra" for a production of Pippin.
Now, bass trombone and flute is not such an unusual combination for one player as you might think. Both instruments require a large lung capacity, and embouchures for the two instruments are actually rather similar. Unfortunately, the embouchures were similar enough, without being identical, that playing the flute for extended periods of time actually started to interfere with my ability to play the bass trombone. The clarinet embouchure, on the other hand, was sufficiently dissimilar to the trombone embouchure that it did not adversely affect my trombone playing, and as a result, my extracurricular woodwind activities were almost exclusively restricted to the clarinet.
In the summer of 2001, my friend Rebecca Sadun learned that my flute-playing had fallen by the wayside, and encouraged me to give it another try. I did, and I found that my trombone embouchure was now sufficiently well-developed that playing the flute did not have a detrimental effect. I was very glad to have the opportunity to rediscover such a beautiful instrument, and I was determined to write something for the flute, as a thank-you to Rebecca. Additionally, her birthday was November 1, which gave me a good deadline to work towards. I started experimenting to see what material would work well for me on the flute, and discarded many ideas, including a feeble imitation of a raga. Quite by chance, I discovered that I could produce multiphonics on the flute by singing into the aperture while playing -- I was familiar with this technique on the trombone, but unaware that it would work on flute as well. This yielded a wonderfully smoky sound, with octaves and major sevenths shining through the haze. Clearly, I would have to make use of that sound.
September came, and October was right on its heels. With the semester going in full force, I had a limited amount of time to devote to composing. To save time, I decided to work in a form I was already familiar with: the 12-bar blues. My new multiphonic technique would really bring out the blue notes to great effect, and I could probably whip up another one or two movements for a more standard flute technique. The multiphonic movement came first, and from the haunting sound of the instrumental technique, speaking best at a quiet dynamic, came the title, "Moanin' Low". I followed that up with a repurposing of one of my previously rejected ideas. I started with a six-note chord, which I had originally wanted to use as a piano accompaniment figure in a reharmonization of the Beatles' "Norwegian Wood". This chord already had blue notes built right in -- G against G# in the key of E -- so I started by arpeggiating the chord, and followed its contours in a multitude of directions. Echoes of the opening chord kept popping up unexpectedly, so I figured I was onto something, but I didn't know what to call it. I played a draft of the movement for my friend Faith Drickamer, and she said that the rising lines of the flute reminded her of morning. I was heavily into alliteration at the time, so "Morningsong" seemed like a good title to go with "Moanin' Low". By this point, it was the last week of October, and I while I had two movements I was really happy with, they were both slow and somewhat melancholy. While there is nothing wrong with slow and melancholy, especially for the blues, I wanted to have something more upbeat as well. With little time remaining, I thought it might be easiest to write a tune and "improvised" choruses in the style of a jazz master I admired. Also, a name starting with "M" would help preserve the alliteration. My first thought was Miles Davis, but I had already alluded to "All Blues" in a few measures of "Moanin' Low". My next thought, Thelonious Monk, turned out to be a winner. I was familiar with many aspects of Monk's music -- his angular melodic lines, his paradoxical ability to swing with straight eighth notes, his tendency to paraphrase the main melody in his solos -- and all of these aspects found their way into the score. The translation from piano to flute was smoother than I had thought, and "Mr. Monk" was finished with a couple days to spare. I wouldn't have the time to record the pieces, but I printed out the movements along with a dedication page, and mailed it all to Rebecca, who was then a senior at Brown University.
Rebecca was pleasantly surprised by my gift, and I continue to be surprised at how well Three Blues Moods turned out. They are the first of many blues-inspired pieces I have written, including Midnight Blue, "Serenade" from my Bass Trombone Sonata, Blues in Natural Time, and Blues With a Drone. In fact, at one point in my compositional development, I considered putting a cap on my blues output, by allowing myself to write only one blues piece in each key -- a restriction which I have not followed, as "Moanin' Low", Blues in Natural Time, and Blues With a Drone are all in G. Of all these pieces, the three Moods are by far the most conventional in their treatment of the blues -- they are all built in 12-bar choruses, with almost no deviation from the traditional harmonic rhythm of the blues. Within those confines, however, each movement carves out its own niche quite effectively. Morningsong and Moanin' Low complement each other in interesting ways. Both of them are heavily concerned with the implications of the "blue" notes; Morningsong explores the melodic aspects of the blue notes, as the opening chord unfolds over three choruses, while Moanin' Low, with its unusual technique, treats the blue notes vertically, creating simultaneities out of the major and minor third scale degree, or the fourth and flat fifth degrees. These two Moods are also opposed in mood: Morningsong is sunlight tinged with sadness, while Moanin' Low has dark clouds tempered with the gritty optimism that is so often at the heart of the blues. "Mr. Monk" is, for its own part, a nice little romp in homage to one of jazz's greatest pianists and composers. The flutist gets to play the part of the whole band, almost, as foot stomps and key clicks recall the contributions of drummers like Max Roach and Frankie Dunlop. Although "Mr. Monk" is in 4/4 time throughout, it is hardly constrained, as Monk-like rhythms and accents cut across the grain of the beat.
Although the Three Blues Moods are not intended to be technically demanding -- they were written with my own intermediate flute-playing ability in mind -- they do offer many interesting challenges to the flutist. "Morningsong" requires a good deal of lyrical expressivity, and the ability to find what is suggested but not stated ouright by the notes on the page. The multiphonic technique of "Moanin' Low", while having precedent in works such as Vox Balaenae by George Crumb, is still unfamiliar to many flutists, and the many "blue note" dissonances in the piece demand that the flutist have a steady ear for singing. This movement was originally written for my own bass-baritone voice, and though I wrote in some alternate pitches so that tenor-voiced flutists could also play it, it remained inaccessible to altos and sopranos. It was suggested that I simply transpose the voice part up an octave, but I felt that many of the dissonant intervals simply had to be sevenths and ninths, and turning them into seconds would not have the desired effect, so I would simply have to write a completely different movement for higher-voiced flutists. I never got around to writing an alternate movement, and when I actually ventured to try playing "Moanin' Low" while singing in falsetto an octave higher, I was pleased with the results: clearly reminiscent of the original, but a different set of characteristic intervals gave the version its own profile. So now, flutists of any vocal range can try to replicate the eerie multiphonic effects which caught my ear so long ago. And in "Mr. Monk", the typical classically-trained flutist faces an unusual challenge: they must not only swing convincingly, but also "unswing" convincingly. Thelonious Monk's idiosyncratic rhythmic phrasings are difficult for even seasoned jazz musicians to master, and none of the other flutists to whom I presented Three Blues Moods were able to get the feeling right. Unfortunately, a handful of measures in "Mr. Monk" have remained beyond the reach of my feeble fingers, so I feel that this last movement has not yet been given an authoritative performance. Who wants to be the first?
Six Hours in the Isolation Booth was inspired by my friend Eleanor Saxton telling me the story of one of her early breakups. I was so moved by her story, in fact, that I immediately grabbed my clarinet and began composing, and in the middle of the night, I had completed a 10-minute composition in little more than two hours. The piece, however, is not so much about the breakup as it is about my own reactions to hearing her tell the story. Ellie's story depicted bitterness and rage, but left me feeling lonely and vulnerable, and it is these latter emotions that made it into my composition. In this respect, Six Hours is one of my more personal compositions. In fact, it is probably the first composition that really reflects my experience with clinical depression. Although I have been struggling with depression for most of my life, most of my compositions have been more optimistic in mood, and Six Hours is one of the few pieces that depicts my more somber moods.
Aspects of my depression find musical expression in Six Hours in a variety of ways. The texture is quite sparse, even for a solo instrument, with breath-length phrases consisting of only three or four notes fading in and out of existence, bracketed by silence. These phrases attempt to coalesce into longer overarching lines, but they often stumble, get caught in a web of false repetitions, and come out staggering in a different direction. Rather surprisingly to me, this form built on false starts and repetitions has become an underlying structure in many subsequent pieces. Later works, such as Triple Point (2005), Blues With a Drone (2006), and A Very Wibbly News Flash (2006), owe much of their shape to Six Hours, though they have markedly different moods.
Six Hours in the Isolation Booth has also had a much more tangible influence on my subsequent output. In the months following the composition of Six Hours, I wrote three additional pieces which are compositional "remixes" of Six Hours. First came Interruption (2006), for chamber wind ensemble, which reproduced the original solo in the clarinet part, while the other instruments offer additional depth, shading, or even independent commentary in their accompaniment. Soon after, I wrote Dual Confinement (2006), for clarinet and alto saxophone, which splits the original melody, with some distortion, between the two instruments, and also adds layers of sonic effects which are meant to evoke the sound of electronic music. In both of these compositions, Six Hours serves as a jumping-off point for additional musical explorations.
The third "remix," 6n Hours (2006), is not so much a new composition as a reconception of the original piece. In 6n Hours, multiple clarinets, or one or more live clarinets with a prerecorded CD, all play through Six Hours in the Isolation Booth as written. However, as many of the notes and rests in Six Hours have independent durations, specified by fermatas, each performer gets to make their own decisions about these note-lengths, resulting in an overlapping network of phrases and echoes. If you are performing 6n Hours, please note that that is only the general title for the piece. The title for a specific performance should reflect the number of performers: a performance for two live clarinetists should be billed as 12 Hours, while a performance for four live clarinetists and one prerecorded clarinet should be called 30 Hours. Although the various clarinettists are not expected to play in unison, they should not be completely independent, either; each (live) performer should listen to those around them and make informed musical decisions. While Six Hours in the Isolation Booth is quite sparse to begin with, clarinettists should make sure that the group performance does not get too cluttered. With more performers taking part, the lengths of the rests should increase on average, and if there are more than three performers in total (live and prerecorded), it would be advisable to have only one performer or recording play the entirety of Six Hours, while the other performers may choose to omit individual phrases as they see fit.
In both its solo and ensemble incarnations, Six Hours does not make many technical demands of the player. It does require a good deal of breath control, and the ability to project subtle dynamic nuances. As such, it is an excellent vehicle for intermediate clarinettists to show off their expressive talents. As a matter of fact, I have found that a less advanced clarinettist, such as myself, can perhaps embody the vulnerability of this piece more ably than a seasoned professional. Professional clarinettists should, in turn, take this as an opportunity to prove me wrong. While Six Hours in the Isolation Booth as a piece of music is quite bleak, the title has a much lighter inspiration. It comes from a comic strip by internet humorist Lore Sjöberg. My composition has nothing to do with that strip, but I thought the phrase "six hours in the isolation booth" aptly described the piece's mood. The strip itself is about "the worst music on the planet," and while I hope that that designation will never apply to my compositions, I think that I could come to enjoy the company of squeezebox shredders and piobaireachd hard-boppers.
6n Hours arose from a collaboration between the music and dance programs at Tufts University in spring 2005. The musicians were asked to provide music for a choreographers concert, featuring pieces choreographed and performed by dance students. The dances were created independently from the music, much like some of the collaborations between Merce Cunningham and John Cage. We musicians were informed of the duration and general content of the various pieces, and given free rein to fill those durations however we saw fit.
One of the dances pieces on the concert was "Death Solos", an arrangement of several individual reconstructions of Yvonne Rainer's "Death Solo" from 1963, lasting about nine minutes. This was roughly the same length as my clarinet solo Six Hours in the Isolation Booth, written in October of 2004, so I decided to recast Six Hours as a duet. I had already composed two "remixes" of Six Hours, Interruption and Dual Confinement, which both added new material to that was not present in the original, but this time, my idea was much simpler: have two or more clarinets playing Six Hours simultaneously. The score to Six Hours contains many notes of indeterminate length, so two clarinettists playing the same score -- or one live clarinettist and one prerecorded clarinet -- need not stay together. Furthermore, the overlapping of multiple realizations of the same score seemed to nicely echo the overlapping of different interepretations of the same solo in the choreography. Lastly, I cannot understate the appeal of being able to create a "new" piece of music without having to expend any substantive effort on my own part.
Actually, it required more effort than I expected, but not a lot more. I already had a recording of Six Hours in the Isolation Booth, so I burned a copy and brought it to the dress rehearsal, along with my clarinet. The combination seemed to work well musically, but I found that the dance lasted a bit longer than I had anticipated. Even though the last note of Six Hours can be arbitrarily long, and I indeed held it as long as my lungs allowed, the dancers continued to move for another 30 seconds or so after I stopped. This was not necessarily a problem -- the dancers did not need music to coordinate their actions -- but I was somewhat dissatisfied. So I decided to doctor the recording somewhat. Many of the rests in Six Hours are also of indeterminate length, and I went over the whole recording, and inserted an extra one to five seconds of silence in those intervals. All told, I was able to extend the length of the recording by 30 or 40 seconds, and, using the recording as a guide for the progress of my live performance, I could hopefully cover all of the dancers' movements. The following night, the choreographers concert was presented twice, at 5 and 7 PM. In the first performance, I tried to time my playing to end the same amount of time after the recording as I had the night before, only to find that the dancers had slowed down somewhat. I held the last note as long as I could, and the dancers were still moving for another 15 seconds after I had ended. Since I couldn't make any further edits to the recording, I just kept in mind that I'd have to give myself more time after the recording was over in the second performance. So I stalled, and stretched things out, and yet again, the dancers continued long after I had ended. Every time I tried to slow my performance down, they got even slower. Maybe they were listening to my performance after all.
If you wish to get some of your friends and/or music playback devices together to perform 6n Hours, I have a few suggestions. First, note that 6n Hours is just the generic title for a multiple-clarinet interpretation of Six Hours in the Isolation Booth, and specific performanced should be given a title appropriate to the value of n. Thus, a performance by two live clarinettists would be entitled Twelve Hours, while a performance by four live clarinettists and one prerecorded clarinet would be 30 Hours. Also, keep in mind that the more clarinets you have playing simultaneously, the more time the individual clarinets need to spend between notes. While 6n Hours does not take place in an isolation booth, it should still have a lot of space. In fact, if more than three or four clarinets (live or recorded) are involved, I would suggest that only one of them play the entire score as written. The other players should omit some of the phrases, to keep the performance from getting too cluttered. With large numbers of clarinets, it may also be useful to spread out the performers spatially. Since synchronization is only an optional issue, it would not be unfeasible to have performers scattered throughout the hall. Of course, in any performance of 6n Hours, the live performers should be listening around themselves at all times, though they get to individually decide whether to react to what they hear, and how.
Udé, Udé O is a crazy little piece, based on an even crazier song. In a class with Anthony Kelley, I was exposed to "Dynamite," an early calypso recording by Attila the Hun. I was struck by just how raw this song was, in more ways than one. The recording quality, the singing style, and the lyrical content -- the opening lines of the song are, "He cut she neck with a razor first, then he blow he head wi'the dynamite" -- are nothing like what you would be likely to hear from Harry Belafonte or other more Americanized calypso musicians.
I was curious to hear what had happened to calypso since the '30s, so I went to the library and checked out a compilation CD of a songs by contemporary calypsonians. At first, I was disappointed; none of the songs were grabbing me the way "Dynamite" had. But then I got to "Congo Man," by the Mighty Sparrow, and I was hooked from the start. The song opened with some dark synth sounds and a heavy beat, over which Sparrow shouted and cackled. He then delivered a spoken monologue, with sharply defined rhythms and contours:
THIS is the story, LAdies and GENtleMEN, about TWO LOVELY WHITE WOMEN, travelin' all the way to AFrica, AFrica, AFrica...
I was so entranced by his delivery that it scarcely registered to me that these "lovely white women" had been captured by a cannibal, the eponymous "Congo Man." And all of a sudden, the dark synth sounds were replaced by guitar and bass, and Sparrow started singing a very upbeat song about the cannibal and his victims, full of raunchy double-entendres. His lines were continually interspersed with shouts and growls and scat singing, in a parody of the Western caricature of African "mumbo-jumbo." It's a wonderful song, though I'm sure Tipper Gore would throw a fit if she heard it.
There were so many wonderful moments in "Congo Man" that I felt impelled to harvest them, and write my own piece involving them. Not that I thought I would be bettering the original or anything, just translating it to my own native musical language. I wanted to emulate a lot of the great vocal effects, so I decided to write for tenor and baritone saxophone, two instruments that have long been used in jazz to evoke the timbral and expressive range of the human voice, with a piano to back them up. I started out by reconstructing the introduction to the song, beginning with Sparrow's declamation on the syllables "Oo-day, Oo-day Oh-o," which became the title of the work. I passed bits of Sparrow's monologue between the two saxes, and the cross rhythm of the repeated "AFrica, AFrica, AFrica" started to evolve into a trinkle. This seemed appropriate, as the pounding rhythms of the trinkle were well suited for this pseudo-pseudo-pseudo-African style. In the original Trinkle Dance, the poor pianist has to play a relentless stream of eighth notes in the left hand without a break, but with two saxophones, I had the flexibility to pass the motoric ground rhythms between instruments. I filtered the first verse and chorus through an abstract lens, stretching and distorting the rhythms, and adding dense polytonal layers to the harmony. I started mixing up material from different sections of the song, sometimes combining them with two tempo streams going simultaneously. Somewhere along the way, I get the feeling that I ran out of steam, and hurried to end the piece. I wasn't entirely sure what I had wrought, and I buried Udé, Udé O deep in my hard drive.
Three years later, I had the opportunity to unearth Udé and bring it to life. The featured artist for the Tufts composer concerts that semester was saxophonist Philipp Staüdlin, and while I had too many current projects to write a new work for saxophone, I decided to take a peek at the dusty digital score. I was quite surprised at what I had written; where I thought I had hurried to end the piece in fact sounded manic and frenzied, and not at all out of place. I had apparently written something so wild that it took me three years to get used to it. I did a little editing, mostly cosmetic alterations, and put the music in the able hands of Philipp on tenor sax, as well as my advisor John McDonald on piano, and my classmate Marco Visconti-Prasca. It's not an easy piece to learn -- the instruments are constantly bouncing off one another rhythmically, and changing gears at a moment's notice -- but I imagine it's a wonderful thrill ride for the performers. Udé, Udé O may be crazy, but I think it's a good kind of crazy.